I am still in the process of accepting this news, keeping faith, grieving and wondering what's to come for our sweet girl. We are still learning what this next course of treatment will be like for our daughter.
I know I will gain my strength and composure for Ania but today is not really my most graceful day. I want to run away and scream MERCY at the top of a mountain far away so no one can see or hear me do it. I don't live near the mountains so instead I turned on a children's music station while the kids ate lunch and hid myself behind the counter top and just sobbed. I know I have to keep a brave, happy, fearless face on for Ania. I'll figure out how to do that somehow soon.
My dear girl, who is not filled with fear of climbing trees.... May you continue to show such fortitude and bravery with cancer.
Please keep up the prayers for Ania. Keep strengthening prayers going for her dad and I too. We are going to need it.